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i wish more of my friends lived here. i miss having people to hang out with. if i could bring miami to los angeles, life would be grand.
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[02 Jul 2007|01:03am] |
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i came here with a load and it feels so much lighter now that ive met you
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| aloha |
[06 Jun 2007|02:01am] |
i want to live in kauai.
the best trip ever. ive never been to such a beautiful place before and ive been many many places in the world. i love kauai. i love the north shore. hanalei bay. secret beach. the cliffs. turtle's cove. the waterfalls. and everythign else we discovered.
pictures soon.
another entry soon.
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[13 May 2007|01:26am] |
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steven... do you even read this anymore? i miss you. i do. i hope you find your way.
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| I had a lover's quarrel with the world |
[13 May 2007|01:19am] |
these past two days have been absolutely great. Yesterday I woke up, dealt with some stupid ass shit, and then said fuck it, im actually not going to deal with it. So i went and picked up Jordanna and we drove to Santa Monica and met up with Sumner. Then we walked to the pier, rented bikes and went to the playground where we proceeded to relive our childhood memories of swinging and monkey bars and stuff. Then we rode our bikes to Venice where I took them to the greatest greek restaurant ever... ate lunch... a healthy lunch too! and rode back and returned the bikes and headed back to LA. But those few hours were so fun and so carefree.
We have decided there are many other activities we are going to indulge in from now on. Those include:
Horse back riding
More bikeriding in Santa Monica
The pier for skee ball and the ferris wheel
Picnic in the park
Today, the fellow ladies and I went to Thousand Oakes and had a BBQ. We cooked food. Ate food. Got drunk (and stoned, u know me) and went swimming. So simple but so great and with such good laughs. Definitely havent laughed until I couldnt breathe in a while. Today I got one of those. Erica, Rianna and Katie were doing the wave and it turned into a fiasco. Good times.
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| in all fairness |
[22 Mar 2007|05:56pm] |
i am bored as fuck. i am sick with the sniffles and its annoying.
last night court and i had some beers. then we walked our asses to pink dot to see chad and then we walked right back home. he is retarded
i am going to anahiem to see the show i didnt get to see yesterday.
what else. did i mention i am bored?
dane cook is performign tomorrow night. we reserved a few seats. booya.
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| tuesday |
[13 Mar 2007|02:48pm] |
I am rushing and its the worst feeling in the world. I have to go get a wax right now. Then I am going to rush and do my make up and get dressed. pick up jen and head to anahiem in the worst traffic ever. and i know, i know i know i know, im not going to make it in time to see armor's set. im so annoyed. maybe god will decide i deserve to be lucky and make me get there in time. i mean, its not even a big deal, since i saw them aaaaall summer long.. i just feel bad when a friend gets you into a show and you dont even make it there to see their set.
i fly to austin tomorrow early morning. ill be back sunday night. alot of people to see, alot of bands to see. stoked, and not so stoked. last year i didnt get ANY sleep. i hate that. i could sleep 12 hours a night if possible. but bryan will be in town this time and i will get some miami love for a few days. god knows i need it so bad.
i cut my bangs myself. booya.
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| Parade.... |
[08 Mar 2007|10:40am] |
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Last night was fun. I havent seen the Over It guys in so long. Eddie got a new puppy. its the cutest fucking thing EVER. And it was his birthday so everyone went to hb for a party at their house after. Last time I was there was for new years. good times with good people is always a great way to spend the night.
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[28 Feb 2007|12:55pm] |
hi,
my name is carla boyadjian and i am putting together a viral A&R tour. which basically means i want to shoot myself in the face.
note to self - you do not want to be a professional a) booking agent b) tour planner c) tour coordinator
note to self - you do want to be a professional a) asshole b) lazy piece of shit c) nymphomaniac
i am losing my mind doing this.
help.
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| The Listener |
[14 Feb 2007|12:29am] |
"The Listener"
I cannot see you a thousand miles from here,
but I can hear you
whenever you cough in your bedroom
or when you set down
your wine glass on a granite counter.
This afternoon
I even heard scissors moving
at the tips of your hair
and the dark snips falling
onto a marble floor.
I keep the jazz
on the radio turned off.
I walk across the floor softly,
eyes closed,
the windows in the house shut tight.
I hear a motor on the road in front,
a plane humming overhead,
someone hammering,
then there is nothing
but the white stone building of silence.
You must be asleep
for it to be this quiet,
so I will sit and wait
for the rustle of your blanket
or a noise from your dream.
Meanwhile, I will listen to the ant bearing
a dead comrade
across these floorboards -
the noble sounds
of his tread and his low keening.
--Billy Collins
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| when all else fails... fill out a survey |
[09 Feb 2007|01:10am] |
1. Do you give the peace sign a lot?
I havent given the peace sign in god knows how long
2. How many Hollister things do you own?
zero
3. When was the last time you kissed someone?
oh, boooo... second week of january. i got to kiss someone i truly like. and then i got really really drunk and made out with this guy nathan at an after party all night. i dont even know.
4. Can you do a cartwheel?
yes.. i am sure i can, with a few warm up attempts
5. Are you depressed?
no.. not really. i am more disatisfied than depressed.
6. Have you been to the mall this week?
no.
7. Do you regret something you did yesterday?
yes. i regret going to Wangs. fuck that place.
8. Are you allergic to anything?
cat hair.
9. Have you ever been tubing?
yes! how fun!
10. Has school started yet?
what is school?
11. Do you own a guitar?
i do.. i need to buy strings because i broke all of them trying to restring it
12. Have you ever rode in an ambulance?
negative
14. Who do you hate?
jessica simpson
15. Crayons or markers?
markers for sure
16. What age do you wish you were?
i guess theres no point in going forward so i could rewind to 18.
17. Do you shower facing the shower head or with your back to it?
both.. depends what im rinsing?
18. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
im in boxers.. theres only a hole for my non existant weiner
19. What is the closest object to your right?
my tea mug
21. How many windows are up on your computer?
two
22. Do you share your computer with anyone?
negative
23. What kind of cell phone do you have?
sidekick 2 and i hate it, i hate it so soso soso much.
24. What color are the walls in your room?
blanco
25. Are you wearing socks?
no socks
26. How many hours did you sleep last night?
around 9
27. Where do you live?(city)
city of angels
28. Have you been outside your house today?
no
29. What is the last movie you saw in theatres?
smokin' aces. sooo good.
30. Did you like it?
soooo good.
YOU:
[Relationship status] oh so very single
[Parents Still Together] negative
[Siblings] 1 younger brother named juan.
[Pets] peeper, chica, and mina
LOVE:
[You believe in love at first sight?] i dont think so.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] i guess. im becoming jaded.
[Too shy to make the first move?] depends on the situation
WHAT DO YOU WANT:
[Where do you want to live?] i dont know yet...
[How many kids do you want] i want twins
[Do you want to get married] i kinda do and kinda dont
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
[Bought something] yes, last thing i bought was sake.
[Gotten sick] no!!!
[Sang] yes :)
[Felt stupid] not yet
[Felt abusive] no
[Gotten high] yes
[Danced crazy] no
[Gotten your hair cut] no
[Watched cartoons] yes - south park
[Hung out with friends] yes, we went out last night.
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| im not thinking of you again |
[08 Feb 2007|01:20pm] |
new york city is evil
the suckers lose everything
but i could never do that
someone would see through that
and this is the last time
we'll be friends again
ill get over you
youll wonder who I am
and theres this burning
just like theres always been
ive never been so alone alone and i and i ive never been so alive!
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[17 Jan 2007|02:28am] |
had a talk with my old man
said help me understand
he said turn 68
youll renegotiate
dont stop this train
dont for a minute change the place your in
we'll never stop this train....
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| give a little bit of your love to me... |
[17 Dec 2006|01:36pm] |
miami !!!!!!!!!!! dec 18th to jan 4th... oh let the good times begin.
tamara and i are going to a new vegan restaurant that is owned by these rastas and im stoked. then we are gona go to sublime even though it sucks bc shes never been. and sushi. and the beach and the pool in the key. and im taking her golf cart out and terrorizing the key. cello and luis time yayy. gettin stoned and watching movies. all the country dayers are gona be in town. i havent seen them in AGES.
all my babies are boarded up. i miss them already :(
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| if i could give all of my love to you |
[06 Dec 2006|04:35pm] |
richard manuel is dead!!!!
if i could give all my love to you ... i could justify myself but im just not coming through...
so! i dont even know where to start. next year is going to be ridiculously hectic in my work world. i have to plan our first event for sxsw and then i have to plan the rest of the tour for the following months. im going on a salary! heck yes. i get to see bryan twice in march. we are going to fly out to meet with the creaters of sxsw so ill see him then, and then for the actual sxsw days. we are both excited about that.
i get to miami on the 18th for almost 3 weeks i think? it will be nice. i cant wait to see all the boys and my friends from high school. woooo. i havent seen them in sooo long. they make me laugh so hard. just writing this is putting a huge grin on my face.
i dont know what i want to do for my birthday. maybe go somewhere with a couple of the girls? maybe not... i want to get tamara somehow involved. since i dont know if i can go anywhere with her for spring break. regardless, i have to go somewhere with her soon. i promised. and ill be able to afford it now. especially since in february i get more investment money!
last night was great. he made us burgers at like midnight and it gave me a stomach ache haha.. or maybe something else did. which is R rated and not viewer friendly haha. he was in such a cuddly mood though which i loved. and he opened up which i ate up like a little kid. i will miss him while im gone buttt after christmas they come back to record more. im getting spoiled!!
nash played a band called young love last night.. they were so fucking good. i need that cd advanced to me!! the new incubus is pretty good too. i got a sinatra christmas cd which im lovin.
ok back to friends only for a while :D
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| a poem for all vegetarians out there |
[14 Nov 2006|06:06pm] |
the dead rabbit's
raspberry belly gapes
like a mouth.
bees and gilded flies
make the pulpy flesh
hum and squirm
"oh, love" they sing
in their nail file voices,
"we are becoming one another".
the head intact,
tranquil,
as if it's dreaming the mesmerized love
of strangers who inhabit
the red tent of the ribs,
the radiant open house
of the heart.
yummyyyyy roadkill !!!
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| 9 crimes |
[12 Nov 2006|11:04pm] |
leave me out with the waste
this is not what i do
its the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
its the wrong time for somebody new
its a small crime
and i got no excuse
leave me out with the waste
this is not what i do
its the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
its the wrong time shes pulling me through
its a small crime
and i got no excuse
is that alright with you?
give my gun away when its loaded
is that alright with you?
if you dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
is that alright with you?
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| mother effer |
[01 Nov 2006|11:44am] |
hold on to whatever you find baby
hold on to whatever will get you through
hold on to whatever you find baby
i dont trust myself with loving you
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[29 Oct 2006|11:55pm] |
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i wonder what it would be like to be sue johansen's grand daughter....
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[20 Oct 2006|08:44pm] |
i dont know if i should get the bird. i dont NEED the bird. I just want the bird. happiness doesnt come from getting what you want, but making use and appreciating what you have. blahhhhhhhhh.
a woman told me to not take things so seriously. or ill always be hurt. bc people in the world around me just dont care. so maybe from now on i wont take things so seriously. regardless. the book i just read gave me awesome new outlooks and techniques for life and happiness which i am going ot start implementing now. and im reading the art of happiness by the dalai lama now so .... good changes.
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